Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Charlie Daniel's Carolina
Daddy showed me this video on youtube the other night. I like alot of Charlie Daniel's songs....but this is really picturesque. is a great writer....also i can relate to it a whole lot from living here, and hearing stories from when Daddy and Mama were little. I hope yall enjoy!
Friday, January 21, 2011
A Winter's Dawn
http://www.poemhunter.com/i/ebooks/pdf/lucy_maud_montgomery_2004_9.pdf
Sooo...my computer wouldn't let me copy or paste ( for some reason) But pleease.......don't be lazy and 'click' on the link and read the poems that i so wanted to post!!!
Sooo...my computer wouldn't let me copy or paste ( for some reason) But pleease.......don't be lazy and 'click' on the link and read the poems that i so wanted to post!!!
Friday, January 14, 2011
A Poem
Here's part of a poem sort of thing I wrote yesterday on our front porch. Please tell me what you honestly think (I haven't edited anything yet).
I always remember the years long ago
When you were a king and I was a queen.
We broke through the doors and let ourselves in,
Into a world, to change and regain.
They never believed that we could survive,
But I held your front and you held my side.
We broke through the doors and let ourselves in,
Into a world, to change and regain.
They thought we'd give up but we never stopped trying,
We were here to stay, never once did we think of going away.
We broke through the doors and let ourselves in,
Into a world, to change and regain.
And when our adventures came to a close,
You'd be holding my hand still through the highs and the lows.
We broke through the doors and let ourselves in,
Into a world, to change and regain.
-MRER
Anyhow that's some of it. I have two more verses written and I hope to write more on it this afternoon. Can't wait to see what you think!
Monday, December 20, 2010
An Amazing Song....and Poem....
This song was inspired by a Robert Browning poem.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Reflections
I thought you were "the one" but then I saw a discouraging flash of what was inside of you.
So I walked away with tears in my eyes and vowed to never let a beautiful face grab me and lead me to forget the importance of a heart.
Because I want someone who doesn't judge me for who I am on the outside. Like I did with you.
I lay awake so late at night wondering why I was so foolish.
You didn't go out of your way to hurt me. You stayed true to character. I didn't find out what your character was... so in retrospect, I hurt myself.
Usually I can find a song that relates to the situation. The only song I can relate with is silence. The silence intensifies the regret over every mistake I have ever made. It makes me feel negative about everything.
I used to dream about your eyes and the moment I saw them. Now, I don't have the heart to look at anything colored a rich dark brown. It's bittersweet. I know there is some part of me that is still in denial and adores you. So it's hard to turn my back completely.
I used to look at myself in the morning and feel clothed with hope that my dreams may come true. Now I look at that silly, wistful face reflecting back into my eyes and feel bad for her if nothing else.
Each time I fall I think a net will catch me and wrap me up and keep me safe. I have learned from all the bruising falls that I must keep myself safe. I always thought I could depend on someone else. They always let go.
It hurts. It hurts. The emotional wounds are never healing. Maybe that's because I tend to them constantly. If I let them heal naturally with time, I am sure they will fade away, even if ever so slowly. I keep rebandaging, thinking covering them up will speed up the process.
-AK
So I walked away with tears in my eyes and vowed to never let a beautiful face grab me and lead me to forget the importance of a heart.
Because I want someone who doesn't judge me for who I am on the outside. Like I did with you.
I lay awake so late at night wondering why I was so foolish.
You didn't go out of your way to hurt me. You stayed true to character. I didn't find out what your character was... so in retrospect, I hurt myself.
Usually I can find a song that relates to the situation. The only song I can relate with is silence. The silence intensifies the regret over every mistake I have ever made. It makes me feel negative about everything.
I used to dream about your eyes and the moment I saw them. Now, I don't have the heart to look at anything colored a rich dark brown. It's bittersweet. I know there is some part of me that is still in denial and adores you. So it's hard to turn my back completely.
I used to look at myself in the morning and feel clothed with hope that my dreams may come true. Now I look at that silly, wistful face reflecting back into my eyes and feel bad for her if nothing else.
Each time I fall I think a net will catch me and wrap me up and keep me safe. I have learned from all the bruising falls that I must keep myself safe. I always thought I could depend on someone else. They always let go.
It hurts. It hurts. The emotional wounds are never healing. Maybe that's because I tend to them constantly. If I let them heal naturally with time, I am sure they will fade away, even if ever so slowly. I keep rebandaging, thinking covering them up will speed up the process.
-AK
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